Friday, April 04, 2014

CATSSSSS


They are adorable, cute and cuddly, to some.. Just see their eyes.. it is tempting to love cats. I wont deny..



No doubt, they are cute sometimes..


But no matter how cute they are.. i really cannot get near them. I am having Ailurophobia. Yup.. i just cant. Not that i wont..but i just cant. And some people really need to understand this fact. 

I dont hate cats. I am afraid of cats.

The worst thing happened today, when having lunch. The cat pounce me right on my lap.. and i go..whoaaa... and jump on my feet.. SO there goes a good lunch. Terus mati selera. Psychologically affected by it, i cannot focus on my plate anymore. So i started feeling uncomfortable, like it is there all the time. Cats are also brilliant. They sense fear. So that cat during lunch.. really psyched me! Pounce me again.. coming near again and again even i shooed it away.. sad sad.. i just can t see why.. All i know i cannot help it. It isn't what i want. So don't tell me to go for therapy whatsoever to cure this. It cannot be done that way. Do not force me into being friendly with cats. I love looking and admiring, i don't think they can ever get close to me. Please understand that fact!!!! I would blame the cat, not myself..The cat is the one aiming me. I am the victim there. Sad. 


See what i mean?

Wednesday, April 02, 2014

Have I forgotten something?

Owh my goodness..i have! it is the year. THE YEAR i turn 27!! It is supposed to be the year i graduate and the year i end my solo days. I am 27..gasps!!!! Well, last 26 March, i turned 27. So i wasnt sure if i am that late realizing it. Anyway, it has been a week now so i am officially a week late to catch up with two of my biggest goals:


a. Finish PhD and start work before turning 28 (October is my dateline! must must!!)
b. Get married before turning 28 (February next year is the target)



So, let get started. Lots to be done here..Wish me luck!


Sincerely,

the 27 year old hazrina